090609 tuesday, 1931hrs
im still feeling shagged after a long sleep.
reached home at 0700.
pulled myself up at 1130 prepared to go meeting.
johnson sms-ed saying meeting canceled.
but i already bathe/packed bag/all ready to set off.
lol.
went back to bed lying dead til 1700plus.
oh well, gotta turn back my bio-clock tonight.
felt a sudden urge of going to the beach again.
thats the best place i can calm myself down.
i dont know, so many things troubling me.
hard to name them out exactly.
sorry for the vulgarities.
im feeling so fucked up. nb.
i wanna swear all i want, can i?
i can and will only do it in front of jiekun and certain friends.
only they can understand & accept me being so vulgar.
yep, i drank yesterday too.
slept; doing nothing; feeling the sea breeze.
out of no reason tears just kept flowing.
sorry dear, just feeling terrible.
troubles go away, please.
im still feeling shagged after a long sleep.
reached home at 0700.
pulled myself up at 1130 prepared to go meeting.
johnson sms-ed saying meeting canceled.
but i already bathe/packed bag/all ready to set off.
lol.
went back to bed lying dead til 1700plus.
oh well, gotta turn back my bio-clock tonight.
felt a sudden urge of going to the beach again.
thats the best place i can calm myself down.
i dont know, so many things troubling me.
hard to name them out exactly.
sorry for the vulgarities.
im feeling so fucked up. nb.
i wanna swear all i want, can i?
i can and will only do it in front of jiekun and certain friends.
only they can understand & accept me being so vulgar.
yep, i drank yesterday too.
slept; doing nothing; feeling the sea breeze.
out of no reason tears just kept flowing.
sorry dear, just feeling terrible.
troubles go away, please.