I'm so very tired although I had around 16 hours of sleep. It's a very good long sleep for me as I didn't sleep for more than 30 hours since sunday. It's very tedious for me le although never sleep for 30 hours is nothing to some other people. I attended my mum's eldest sister's wake. Although I'm not close to my late aunt but I felt eased for her cos she don't need to suffer anymore. She's sick for quite some time so as she left us I hope she won't suffer anymore in the netherworld. On sunday I went back to the wake at around 11plus, hopefully there's something for me to do or help but there's actually nothing to me to help so I sat there doing nothing. Than slowly people came in and I helped wherever I could. I didn't feel tired at all until night time so I stay overnight to hunt for cats as when cats' trying to go near a coffin it's very very not good for the dead as many chinese think. Then throughout the whole night I couldn't sleep a wink so I kept an eye for cats. Quite a few cats tried to enter but all were chased of by my cousin cos while my cousin was talking to his friends then I saw so I told him lor. Luckily his friends were entertaining enough for me to listen to them speaking and they stayed til around 3am plus on monday morning. If not I would be sleeping le cos normally around 3 to 4 plus many people will feel tired. After my cousin's friend left not long, my 2 other cousins came then they ask me go their car to sleep but I'm not tired already. Cats came again so we walked around to hunt for cats. Soon it was morning and still I didn't sleep. Wonder what's wrong with me. Then blabla, the whole thing ended at around 5 in the afternoon then I went back with mama. I bathe, dried my hair and I slept from 5 plus to 7 plus. Then from 8 plus I slept all the way to this morning.

Ahh, so tired. The rest of today I should be staying at home ba. Tomorrow meeting gg and charissa, play piano at charissa's house then playing bb. =)

Just now met my primary school friend and we went back to our primary school to visit the band. It have been such a long time since the last time i went back, around 3 years or more ba. Luckily my band teacher-in-charge still remember me. Hahs, she said i've grown up! Say last time i was much shorter and when she shouted at us all of us were so scared yet now we won't be frightened by her, say now i dye my hair la, change le la, blabla. Lols. I felt kinda guilty when i told her i don't know how to play the instrument i used to play in the past as i didn't continue band in secondary school. I played just now, when the little band juniors went out cos i felt shy. Haha because i forgot how to play le. Furthermore, NOBODY play my instrument anymore in the band! That was sooooooo pathetic lor. NOT even a saxophone player too. Hais. Luckily i still can pitch la, otherwise i don't think i should go back again. Lols. Well, hope the instructor better find someone who knows how to play french horn. Gosh, all went rusty nia. =.=

Today very boring, cos have nowhere to go. Thn i watch a drama series call Coffee Prince. It's a funny and interesting show. The female lead is the one whom acted in Princess Hours. She's really boyish in Coffee Prince. I think she sacrifice a lot as she cut away her long hair! It's so precious for an actress thn she cut away. Sad. Thn her actions so boyish. I think this show is worth watching ba. =)

Tommorow meeting a fren, a primary skol fren, go back primary skol. Hahs, i have a feeling i will feel weird with him cos haven't seen him for quite some time. Somemore we're going back to skol where i think most of the teachers i known already left skol, or even retire ba. Oh ya, if IKEA's people ever call me to work there, hopefully i won't get a tough job, neither a position which i don't like to do.

Siansss, have nothing to say le. Hope gg they all will enjoy their gathering in chalet =D

Actually i dont feel anything although my O's ended. Dunno why lei. Guess i have some other troubles and worries ba. First of all is my phone billsssss. I didnt over spent nia, but still short of money to pay. Or i should say, i have the money to pay but its only for bills and nth else! gosh. Second is my job ba. Haven gotten any lobangssss for jobs, only have one but i doubt i can do it. How sad. NO JOB = NO $$$. Pathetic eh. Thats me, no job and i wont have money. How sad. Also dont want to get allowance from parents. I know their troubles but they dunno mine. How sad. Im not good at talking to strangers; promoting, sales, waitress, telemarketing etc so i dont really have many jobs to choose from. How sad.

Alright, next week there is chalet but i told regina i wont be going. Main reason is $$$. I told her if im going i will tell her again. Most likely its a no and moreover, i feel its kinda extra going there as i dont belong to their group, honestly. Oh ya, i will buy a gift for marshall cos his bdae lies on 1 of the chalet days. =)

Its been so long i last blog le.. juz wanna blog some sentences cos im bored..

ok, 2 more papers and im done. overall its bad throughout so i wonder how's my result nxt yr. haha, heck it man. juz get it over and done with. result tat day come thn sad ba. lols.

oh ya, nxt 2 consecutive days dunno wan to study ss or do science mcq. seriously i dunno how to plan my time well de. try my best ba..

hope nxt tuesday come asap!!! *pray*