Actually i dont feel anything although my O's ended. Dunno why lei. Guess i have some other troubles and worries ba. First of all is my phone billsssss. I didnt over spent nia, but still short of money to pay. Or i should say, i have the money to pay but its only for bills and nth else! gosh. Second is my job ba. Haven gotten any lobangssss for jobs, only have one but i doubt i can do it. How sad. NO JOB = NO $$$. Pathetic eh. Thats me, no job and i wont have money. How sad. Also dont want to get allowance from parents. I know their troubles but they dunno mine. How sad. Im not good at talking to strangers; promoting, sales, waitress, telemarketing etc so i dont really have many jobs to choose from. How sad.

Alright, next week there is chalet but i told regina i wont be going. Main reason is $$$. I told her if im going i will tell her again. Most likely its a no and moreover, i feel its kinda extra going there as i dont belong to their group, honestly. Oh ya, i will buy a gift for marshall cos his bdae lies on 1 of the chalet days. =)